New year, new you but that does not seem to be happening to me. Not sure why but having a few wobbly days and end up crying, I keep thinking well, Mental Health have discharged me so I should be fine and I’m taking my tablets. It does not help that my heart is still going crazy at times and even wakes me up, roll on the next test and then to see what they are going to do. My energy levels are lower than low and feeling sick seems to be happening on some days also having a headache. Please can I have a new body? On a positive point I am warm and cosy in my bed or the sofa and still have food from Xmas, why on earth do we buy so much but at least I don’t have to get any shopping on line till end of the month. Am trying to read but takes a while as have to re read some pages as the brain is a bit foggy. Writing is ok if I know exactly what I want to write, mistakes are getting worse, I will not worry about that as edits will suss them out and I am sure you will all forgive me if the blog is not up to scratch. My arms and fingers are heavy now from writing this, sorry I have unloaded too you all and for not posting as much. If you have M E then I am sure you will understand, I hope this blip does not last long. I am now wondering if I should post this.