BAD DAYS

New year, new you but that does not seem to be happening to me.  Not sure why but having a few wobbly days and end up crying, I keep thinking well, Mental Health have discharged me so I should be fine and I’m taking my tablets.  It does not help that my heart is still going crazy at times and even wakes me up, roll on the next test and then to see what they are going to do.  My energy levels are lower than low and feeling sick seems to be happening on some days also having a headache.  Please can I have a new body?  On a positive point I am warm and cosy in my bed or the sofa and still have food from Xmas, why on earth do we buy so much but at least I don’t have to get any shopping on line till end of the month.  Am trying to read but takes a while as have to re read some pages as the brain is a bit foggy.  Writing is ok if I know exactly what I want to write, mistakes are getting worse, I will not worry about that as edits will suss them out and I am sure you will all forgive me if the blog is not up to scratch.  My arms and fingers are heavy now from writing this, sorry I have unloaded too you all and for not posting as much.  If you have M E then I am sure you will understand, I hope this blip does not last long.  I am now wondering if I should post this. 

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  1. 21st January 2016 / 6:14 am

    Hey Karen,I m also feeling sorry for you….but don’t bother.We are praying for you.I think u need Mental peace.and you will find it in a Prayers.Pray and Find Truth.pray to God for true Way of Praying

  2. 11th January 2016 / 1:04 am

    Don’t worry Karen, we’re all here to help when you need it. Sorry to hear that you’ve been feeling a bit wobbly. I hope that you’ve had a better weekend xxx

    • 11th January 2016 / 1:57 pm

      It gets me down Jenny, I try to be positive xxx

      • 11th January 2016 / 9:08 pm

        Thinking of you xxx

  3. 9th January 2016 / 1:13 pm

    You’re a worry Karen. I’m sorry you’re feeling so bad but we all have blips so you’re certainly allowed. And to think you shouldn’t post, that’s daft sweetie, what are friends for if you can’t talk to them and tell them how you feel. Imagine how bad it would be if you didn’t post and just left us to worry.
    You WILL get past this when you’re ready to. In the meanwhile just do whatever makes you feel good but be sure to keep us up to date.
    xxx New Year love and Hugs Galore xxx

    • 9th January 2016 / 5:11 pm

      Arrrr thank you David, wish I could just pop round for a cup of tea xx

      • 9th January 2016 / 5:26 pm

        The kettle’s on.
        xxx Hugs xxx

      • 9th January 2016 / 5:27 pm

        I should have said I’ve also still got some BFG left if you hurry.

  4. 8th January 2016 / 10:18 pm

    Never feel sorry for unloading your problems. We certainly understand. Saying a prayer and sending good thoughts that you will soon be feeling better.

    • 9th January 2016 / 5:12 pm

      Thank you so much xx

  5. Anonymous
    8th January 2016 / 7:00 pm

    I know how you feel Karen, the Lupus and GCA I suffer from, besides taking my sight, leaves me with fatigue, headaches, other aches and pains and nausea. What causes all these auto-immune problems these days? So many people with them. Chin up chick and here’s wishing a better 2016 for you. xxxx

    • 9th January 2016 / 5:14 pm

      It seems they are constantly connecting more problems with our ailments. Just makes you feel worse, we need cures xx

  6. 8th January 2016 / 5:43 pm

    I am so sorry you are not feeling too well at the moment. It is rotten when there seems to be no reason for it, yet the feelings are all so real. The tiredness is debilitating I know, and does not help things either. I wish you all the best and hope you are soon feeling better. x

    • 9th January 2016 / 5:15 pm

      It’s a shame a good sleep does not make you feel better like when your younger xx

      • 9th January 2016 / 5:18 pm

        I know. Sometimes you just can’t get enough sleep.

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